It has almost been two months and I am not the same. Never will be.

If you look at things long enough you see that faith and fear are more likely to be opposites than unbelief. We act, we move, we dance, we dream in hopes to rid ourselves of fear, in hopes to find some place to lay our faith. This is the process, this is the finale, this is the end.

Ive felt more and feared more in this moment. Ive seen truth blossom into faith and I've felt the freedom that comes from it all.

Tomorrow might be a nice day, but tonight is a real night. I'd gladly trade a lifetime of convenience for an honest day or two.

I've been down the road and believe me it runs parallel to the sea but it diverges somewhere at some point. Sometimes you simply have to walk away from the path, into the sea, and learn that sometimes you're already walking on the water you thought was created for you to sink.

To sink... that's the lie. To walk...that's the gamble. To believe it... that's the truth.